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6th-Aug-2005 11:00 pm - last one
I'm ending this. This isn't how I want to tell things. And I've messed it up too much to change it now. So this is the last entry. For the few...maybe 2...that read. Bye.
6th-Aug-2005 08:22 pm(no subject)
Today's been ok. I've been hanging out with Michelle. I went to work and got my schedule. I work tomorrow. With Kevin and KRYSTAL!! She's back. I'm excited to see her. Umm... my uncle and aunt came over to look at my car. They like it. Michelle likes it too. She says she's jealous. Now, I'm just sitting around, waiting for a call from Michelle, and waiting to see if Kevin signs on.
6th-Aug-2005 07:01 pm - Camping, sort of
Camping trip was pretty fun. I know I should go into a lot of detail about it, because I know at least Kevin is interested. But I can't really. I don't remember how I felt then, but now, I'm saying it was pretty fun. We rented a boat and went tubing. That was a lot of fun. We toured a cave, which was kind of dumb, and I got to go hiking. Although when I did, I was by myself and completely angry at the time. I hiked 3 miles. But for the most part, my family got along and we just had a good time hanging out with each other. That's how my trip was.
On my way home, Michelle talked to me. And now, I'm mad at my parents. Because they don't KNOW me and they don't know what's IMPORTANT to ME.
2nd-Aug-2005 02:44 pm(no subject)
Today, I've been doing laundry, I've gone to my grandma's house to pick up her stuff that she's bringing to go camping, I've gone to my mom's work, and I've gone grocery shopping. I'm now eating for the first time today.
And now, Allison's calling me fat, from upstairs. I was actually not thinking of that, for a first in a while, and she's stuck it back in my head. I hate her. So much.
We leave to go camping tomorrow morning. I hope it's fun. I'm sure I'll get teased a couple of times though. And yelled at.
1st-Aug-2005 10:16 pm(no subject)
...still being torn apart. and there's no one to notice.

and...I need to change my ways...now. before things get worse. but i don't want to. what i do makes me happy.
1st-Aug-2005 08:21 pm - FINALLY
Today's my mom's birthday. And I'm the one who got something new. A car. A red 2000 Toyota Cilica. I love it. And it has a CD player! I'm excited. I got it about an hour ago. But otherwise, today I haven't done much. Just been getting ready to go camping.
Kevin, this next part is for you. You want me to write thoughts again. Well, the main thought I've been thinking is that you DON'T care. About me or my life. Or anything I write here. I think you're reading it just to know stuff about me that you could use later on in life. To get back at me or something. I've told you a lot of stuff but you don't seem to get things that I say. You don't seem to understand what I'm saying, because you'll do the exact same thing, whatever it is, again later on. Michelle does it too. And it makes me upset. It seems like you're not listening. Like you really don't know me. Just like most other people. And I HATE it.
31st-Jul-2005 10:04 pm - Right now....
...not so bored. And doing absolutely nothing.
31st-Jul-2005 07:48 pm - CAT picnic
Went to the Caterpillar Family Picnic today. With only my parents, no sisters. It was as fun as it could possibly have been. And hot. Then I ended up going to work. Because we left the picnic early. Before they played bingo. My mom wanted to stay and play bingo. That was the main reason she went. I really wanted to see my dad's office there. And I got to. It wasn't much, but at least he HAS an office. And he had pictures of me and my sisters on his desk. I forgot that he took them there. It was fun.
Work was fun too. We got done a half hour early. Surprising. But fun.
31st-Jul-2005 08:16 am(no subject)
Today just started and I'm already in a bad mood. My mom yelled at me. I always do something wrong. Yesterday was a pretty good day. Went swimming, went to a "concert", saw Garrett, and then hung around on Purdue's campus. By that time, I really wanted to go to Kevin's party. I felt like partying. Nothing happened with Garrett. He didn't even talk to me. He couldn't. And he left early, so we didn't get to talk afterwards either. Maybe I'll see him today. Doubt it, but maybe.
29th-Jul-2005 03:19 pm - Went Swimming
I worked last night. Boring. Then for some reason, I've felt like cleaning, so I cleaned my bathroom, my bedroom, and then today my car. I guess they were getting annoying.
Today, I woke up, did the dishes, mowed the lawn, then went swimming. With Michelle. It was fun, but it was at someone's house that I work with, and we were both scared to go up to the door, because only her husband was home. But we finally did. And everything was ok. We had a bunch of fun. And now I'm kind of red. We might go back tomorrow. Maybe.
But that's been my day so far. I've been pretty busy, and I like it. I hate sitting around like I am now. But right now's ok, because I'm leaving soon. I have to go to work. I think today will be ok. I'm not going to let Kevin annoy me again. I'm going to talk SO much, that he's going to be annoyed by me. That's my plan. But I'll have to wait to see if it happens.
Today's been a great day.
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